Homura

When we met

you were a beacon

emitting golden exuberance,

and that saved me.

Time and time,

over and over.

A forlorn puzzle

fate has constructed,

I’m trying to solve it.

My sacrifices have

become destiny’s devices,

tying you in laces.

Trying to reach you, trying to save you,

but the irony is wicked.

So once more it’s

you who appears,

becoming the sanctified hero,

rescuing everyone, rescuing me.

Nobody else will know

of what you do,

and you’re trapped there,

away from me,

for eternity.

I just wanted to

protect your daisied smile.

I just wanted to

give you all you’ve given me.

I would do anything

to have you beside me,

to see you again,

my very best friend.

Calling your name,

like a prayer,

worshipping you.

I want one more talk,

one more moment,

anything with you.

For you I would

commit the worst sins,

absorb the evil within,

do it all with a grin,

take pain on the chin.

Nothing else matters,

as long as I could have you.

Everything I do,

it’s always for you.

Without you I’d be misery,

so please,

just come back to me.

And I know that

nobody will ever understand,

my tainted soul,

my immense passions,

it’s mine alone, and devoted to you.

More precious than hope,

even my despair

is dear to me.

This love will be our

sanctuary, our destruction,

it’s a paradox.