Ruling Planet: Saturn

i was never cut out for it

their harsh realism

or vehement Skepticism

with dreams laced in romantic delusion

i am met with doors slammed

and a burning homE

and yet as deplorable as we are

she holds my rotting corpse

her kisses marked Like bruises

her skin like Fogged glass

i Lay by her side

her voice soft like sleep

wOrds like kniVes

all her loving torments and laughter

my truest love

Everything she touches demolishes

the touch of her hand

Is like a sickle to the plants

serpantine body,

bringing storms wherever she goes

many knights slaid her

but she has yet to be killed

i am loved by her

and she hates me

she suffocates me

whilst kissing my salty skIn

i love her

and i deSpise her

i pray at her altar

whilst cursing her name

face of an ingenue

sHarp teeth and A wool coat

daRk eyes glistening

as she weeps over the blood she’s shed

the sun is six planets away

and was never ours

we Devour all those we love

‘till they leave us for dead

she’s my greatest love

my loathed enemy

red strings attach us

begrudgingly together.